Yikes. It’s raining again. I really need to get used to the unpredictable weather here. But I have to say that it’s a blessing to be in a room where I can keep nice and warm. The Retreat-ers had their outing just now, and I was freezing to the bone! Initially I felt like a fool wearing 5 layers underneath on a typical summer afternoon in Edinburgh. But later, I felt not an ounce of regret because when we climbed onto Scotland’s Disgrace, my teeth were chattering uncontrollably. If I hadn’t worn those layers, I think my teeth would have dropped off. The view was splendid though. I could actually see the clouds! I could never really do some proper cloud-watching because of those skyscrapers back home. The clouds were just magnificent. I finally understood how the clouds could be God’s chariot.

Then we went to the Botanical Gardens next, and I felt that it was beyond serenity. There were pigeons eating off human hands, all kinds of trees imaginable swaying gently in the afternoon breeze, and such a plethora of flora around us. I’m sorry if I sound really deprived, but there were so many daisies!!! I’ve heard about them in storybooks and seen photos, but I haven’t really seen them in real life before. I don’t know if the locals look upon them like weeds or mere ornaments in the grass, but I just felt blessed when I saw so many white daisies in the expanse of green.

When I saw such beauty and harmony surrounding me, this passage from the Bible came to mind:

The wolf also shall dwell with the lamb,
The leopard shall lie down with the young goat,
The calf and the young lion and the fatling together;
And a little child shall lead them.
The cow and the bear shall graze;
Their young ones shall lie down together;
And the lion shall eat straw like the ox.
The nursing child shall play by the cobra’s hole,
And the weaned child shall put his hand in the viper’s den.
They shall not hurt nor destroy in all My holy mountain,
For the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the LORD
As the waters cover the sea.

(Isa 11:6-9)

I imagined how much more beautiful and harmonious it would be in the holy mountain of God. Everyone would trust one another fully, and there would not be any deceit and strife. There would be no need to build up our physical and emotional defences. All of us, including the animals, would truly be one big family dwelling in the presence of God. Sigh, I really can’t wait for that day to come…

We moved on to visit the Edinburgh Church. Once again, I’ve seen the church in photos, but nothing was as spectacular as the real thing. I felt the history practically oozing out of the building! God has really blessed the True Jesus Church, don’t you think? He prepared the building for us and gave our members the opportunity to worship Him in a place so awe-inspiring, so rich in history. In some way or other, He really provides for us. I can feel Him guiding the true church, slowly but surely.

After that, we went back to Gifford Park Church for yet another love feast. Gah, I think I’ll weigh considerably heavier by the time I get back to Singapore. I think my pants feel tighter now. But who cares, right? 😉 I really thank God from the depths of my heart for the love of older brethren here. They come to church every single day to cook every single meal, and they always insist that we eat on time when some of us get too engrossed in our writing. With every bite, I feel and taste their love, and I am honestly touched by the effort and time spent in preparing the meals for us. This is actually one of the rare times when I sincerely ask God to remember someone’s labour of love.

I really should end my reflections already, but I have a prayer request! Please, please, please do pray for us, because quite a few of us are getting stuck in our full-length articles. Pray that God will give us a “teachable heart”, and let us absorb those things which we’ve learnt like a sponge. We all hope to be His pens, so pray that He’ll give us ink, because pens can’t work without ink! (I’m feeling really dry now…)

Oh, it has stopped raining! Okay, back to work! 加油吧！

P.S.: Hoi! I really can’t work well with boxes and dots okay! Hmph. (Haha!)